In a moment of doubt,
or confusion, or despair.

Be still.
And listen to your heartbeat.

Listen to its strings
humming, stirring
Those stretches of muscles
with love

Listen to its rhythm
living, kicking
Echoing against your eardrums
with love

In that moment
It is His, too,
living, kicking,
echoing against your eardrums

Listen to His heartbeat
Listen to His engulfing love
softly, yet steadfastly ringing
unfailingly caring

Listen to His heartbeat
echoing against your eardrums
And be still.

happy 2nd anniversary!

06.11.2011 ~ 06.11.2013

My best friend, my lover,
my leader, my husband.
Happy 2nd wedding anniversary, hun!

I thank God for these exciting two years with you.
It is true
there’s nothing easy about marriage life,
but it’s all worth it.
It’s all worth it, because I’ve got you.

I’m happy,
though it’s not always perfect
but I’m happy.
And I hope you are, too.
We are both doubled in size,
I hope it’s quite an indication hahaha

Sweet hubby,
thank you for everything.
For your love, your strong and protective arms, your commitment.
Your leadership, your kind words, your simple, humble, gentle heart.
Your silly jokes, your pranks, your playfulness.
You said we have to keep being young at heart,
and I think you’ve changed me for the better.

My prayers that you may continue being great,
that the wisdom of the Lord be your guidance,
and His love your anchor.
I pray that I may continue to be your loyal sidekick,
to honor, respect and support you,
and to love you according to God’s unfailing love.
I pray that we continue to put God in between us,
as our holy veil so we may see everything through Him.
May we continue to embrace this sacred romance with Him,
and God’s glory may shine through our little family.

I’ve experienced the abundance of God’s grace and favour
through you,
and I can only lift my endless praise to Him for that.
I thank God for you
I thank Him for bringing you into my life.

Happy 2nd wedding anniversary, Sayang,
and wishing for many more years to celebrate with you!

06.11.2011 ~ 06.11.2013

Love never fails
[1 Corinthians 13:8]

Today I’ve once again succumbed to the realization, that,

LIFE goes on, no matter what.

You can push it other way, and wish for something different to come around,
or you can embrace it with joy.

Like the waves of the ocean.
You can bark at them and chase them back to the ocean, stopping them to touch the sand,
or you can immerse yourself in the ebb and flow of their caresses.
But remember, they never repeat themselves.

Time ticks forward, the universe leaves its shadow behind.
Your wishes for a different tomorrow will never come,
when you don’t care about your today.

Your curses will stay dark and sad,
or you can start see them a different way,
blessings in disguise.

You can’t possibly blame others for every single things that happened to you,
can you?

When you can still take a deep breath,
taking in the changes evolving around you.
Take the chance, let them excite you.

Life, however fast it moves,
is supposed to be exciting.

Be brave.
As long as there’s a living breath within you,
as long as you believe there is One Greater being, far greater than you,
looking after you,
be brave.

Life is changing, it is running,
it doesn’t wait for you.

And in the end, it’s all up to you.
Will you run, too?









take me away
from the cast of
your shadow
a longing grasp
engulf me
blindly in your
shadow I am
and losing myself
in the bitterness
of your
sweet caress.

Maybe I can be
the cereal,
she said,
Or no, maybe
the milk
or perhaps
the spoon?
I just want
you to start
your day
with me.
without hesitation
Then I am
the bowl
and I will
hold you
every single

-Tyler Knott Gregson-

I’m looking
into the horizon
where dreams and hopes,
and the warmth of
your hand
entwine in mine,
as we peruse together,
our wishes, our desires,
unlocking the secrets
of life. Our lives.